I pray that God will bless you in everything that you do. I pray that you will grow intellectually, so that you can understand the problems of the world and where you fit into, in that world picture. And I pray that all of the fear that has ever been in your heart will be taken out.
Malcolm X, El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz
Nothing proves that you love someone more than mentioning them in your prayers.
It feels like I’m all alone lately and the man that I really want to be there, well I can’t force him to be. He needs time to find everything out. Been acknowledging him for more 2,5 years, I know he sometimes, if not most of times, can’t deal with his feeling too. That man might be the only man whose flaws still make my heart melt and love him more and more. Anyway, I still believe that Allah will give us the best.
I think I can’t stand it anymore. Please give me Your strength. It’s too much for me to handle.
Life is hard but it doesn’t mean that you can’t take a step forward
I sometimes think and ask Allah “isn’t this too much?”. Too much for my small shoulder to carry everything that Allah has planned for me. But then again I think that if I have any doubt about Allah’s capability in choosing one’s trial then it means that I doubt Allah at all. Sometimes I wonder about what we were like when we were talking about life that I’d go through. Was I too confident? Did I bravely say “I do”? Well, I have no idea. What I know now is everything is okay.. all the sufferring and pain.. it’s okay as long as it’s in this world and not in Hereafter. Now I’m catching for my Hereafter, running with time, and trusting my life to The One who has created me.
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I’ve come to the state of expect nothing in love. It’s the best way to forgive my self and the wisest one to deal with love. Even if that means that I’d be in a lonely world for a long long time ahead.. It’s ok as long as I can be easier to my self..
My father used to tell me that I was a great actress for a sad scene that forced me to cry. But now that I’m getting older, I know that I’m better for the happy ones. Nobody even feels that I manipulate my laughter that makes them feel like it’s the real one. And I don’t think that my father even notices it. Well, I do this for a reason. I don’t think that people will even care for what I feel. Just like a crap fairytale, it’s not real. People lie and I don’t have a reason to trust anyone anymore because they’re just like me. They don’t know what they really want so they just say the first word that comes up to their mind. No matter how much “I love you” you’ve got, they would be just three stupid words as the emotion leaves.